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Greed ([personal profile] alldesires) wrote2012-09-11 12:28 pm
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[AATHER] Memory: 06


Memory: First fight with Bradley + deaths of Roa & Dorochet (and Martel)
Game: Traumaprom with Sea Witch & Captian Hook (played)

Form: Small jar. Open and sniff to use (smells like rotting fish). Uses left: 3/4






















This memory hit Greed pretty hard, both due to trauma reasons and because of a string of bad luck/traumaprom in Aather. He'd already known that something like this happened due to remembering his second fight with Bradley before this one, but he didn't know the extent of the damage until now.

This memory has also sparked a slight dislike for his 'former self.' Greed in Aather hasn't fully embraced the whole friends thing yet either, but he felt much closer to the chimeras in his memories in part because of the team dynamic of Aather and slowly rediscovering his identity. The Greed in his memory didn't do enough or react enough to his liking. Remembering their murder is a huge blow, because it's the first real loss of 'possessions' he remembers experiencing, and as Greed, he does not take well to that. He didn't just lose them, either- he lost the Devil's Nest and his own life, essentially losing everything he owned.

This memory has, a bit hypocritically, been a setback for Greed in terms of his emotional development. Since he's now back to being 'alone' and focused more on filling that emptiness he feels by obtaining possessions, made worse by the loss of his chimera friends, he's become a bit more like the old Greed as he shoves down the pain of that loss and what it really means in order to pursue what he believes is what he really wants.